These days ..

What Iam happy about : Hmmmm the future !

What Iam looking forward : Where I will be next year this time . ( Havent I been thinking / asking / questioning / pondering the same year after year after year after ..... ) AAh anyways .. this is yet another year .

What Iam pissed off about right now : My so called broadband connection .. ( P.S : I can browse porn faster on my mobile ... than on a wired broadband connection from Reliance ) ... Yes ... Now you know what sucks and what ought to suck. ( Say no to drugs and Reliance Wi-Max )

What Iam concerned about : Iam not growing younger. .. worse still .. my age is not even staying still.!!
But atleast (relatively speaking) .. I age slower than the people around me. ( Some one who was 'younger' to me by 4 years recently told me that she felt 'old' because of me ...
Heres the logic she used : I am older than her > But she is more mature than me > I ought to be more mature than my age > But since she feels more mature than me , she feels older than me.
Q.E.D .
Here are the assumption that went wrong in reaching the conclusion :
a) Maturity is directly proportional to age.
b) Males mature at the same rate as females ( atleast in the homo sapiens species )
Facts :
a) Maturity / Wisdom doesnt always come along free with age.
b) Males of homo sapiens species never mature. ( or atleast want to ) They just die young. Try giving them a case of beer.
c) Maturity is a direct function of the ability to handle responsibility.

What Iam really worried about : Getting married to the wrong person ( Hmmm wait ... someone told me ... "Did you ever get to choose your dad / mom / brother ? .. Same with the case with your wife " ... )

Hmmm well ... yeah you maybe right .. I can finally grow in her ! ( or the other way ) ...

For that matter ... I didnt get to choose my boss /first job . This is my third company. I dont want to pay 50% of my assets to some 'wrong person' whom I married cos I couldnt afford a 7-in-one ( washing machine/ dish washer / cooker / vaccuum cleaner / micro wave/ baby-sitter/ iron box )